Sitting in my living room one day, I was trying to figure out how did I get here? Showing off for my husband did wonders for my self-esteem, but once I started getting bigger, it changed and I felt undesirable. Soon after, our relationship started to slide and we became roommates who happened to be married.
Always an emotional eater since childhood, I hated what I saw in the mirror. There had to be a change or I was going to lose my husband and me in the process. So, I watched what I ate, exercised, etc., and nothing seemed to work for me.
I became depressed and started to believe something had to be wrong with me.